and thanks for ur comfort from last post =) it made me feel better but i think i'll dye it back when my mom lets me do it again P: or maybe i'll just get used to it.
Yeah, i just realized something, my hair looks way more brighter when it is out in the sun. But i actually like it better than the ugly brown P: but i'm not going to stay outside the whole time, that would be stupid :D ehe
I wish people are different, I wish they don't judge people on the outside. Just because we are different - "I" am different, doesn't mean you can treat me like a freak. It's not cool and it's definitely not funny. I try my best at accepting people (because everyone is different) but it doesn't always work but it's still hard for me to tell someone i don't like them. Stop assuming stuff just by the outside, you don't know me all that well and i intend to keep it that way if you continue to be an asshole for no reason.
And people need to stop harassing me, in any way. I just don't get it, what's so interesting about me that makes you want to make a move? I am living perfectly without sex or drugs, so just screw off dirty old fag.
Yes, harassment again. I don't want to go into details. I just wish all the perverted people would just disappear. D: go away! *or i'll run off*
it's pretty sad, i said all these stuff but never to their face. It's hard when they are adults and u're just a kid. Fuck :\\
Yea yea i know, i haven't update in ages so you guys probably forgot about me. P: well my fault but i kinda forgot i created this, because seriously, my life doesn't center around piczo, although i kind of liked it here. I don't know, it depends on my mood whether i'll be updating any time soon. But i am sorry for just dropping off like that. =D Forgive me?
Anyway i got back and found a lot of messages asking me really...pointless stuff.
Like "did you join piczo because you want to blog and stuff?"
Well, why else would I get an account on piczo?
If you wanna talk to me, just say so, coming up with weird greetings isn't really working ^^;
oh and i got my hair dyed, yes, it's no longer black D: it's actually quite sad. I'm kinda regretting it, so pls don't make me feel worse by saying my black hair was better, because i think so too D:<
but i'm stuck with it for now, so i might as well shut up about it.
You'll get my point:
it makes me look younger Dx nooooo, i look like a kid :'< but mom says i look more like my age now, bleh >_>
and no eyeliner again, :D i'm getting lazy haha ^_^
and i got a cat =D, i named it Bellum, not a common name but i like it :}
it doesn't like me as much though D: well, she likes my dad better, which i don't get at all cause i'm the one that's feeding it. All dad does is pat her, he doesn't even get up from his chair! >:O
sry it's blurry. P: it's the best i can do cause she moves too much.
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Crap, i have to go, i'll reply later and check out u guys' blogs. I promise i'll visit =)
bye for now,
Aeon :D
I wasn't planning to update today, but I was chatting with Stephy and Johnny about how there are so little guys on piczo. And I must admit, it's kinda rare to find other guys around here. So far I saw 4 including me and Johnny.
Why is that?
and Iol at johnny's quote yesterday, " Just wait people, someday guys are going to dominate this piczo site >:DD muahahaha" That would be quite amusing to see :D esp on the frontpage, but i guess this might take like 10 years to accomplish P: ehe
Also, some people say I look too serious and moody which basically shouts emo. So here's a picture of me, smiling like a dumbass ._. satisfied? :} I do smile,
I just think blank expressions are cool :D haha and plus i don't think I'm fit for the "smiling group" unlike most ppl.
Thanks again for all your support :) you guys give me too much credit, more than I deserve. I'm not all that great.
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Today apparently my mom thinks it's 100% alright with me that I babysit my cousin, without even asking me if i have anything planned for tonight (which i do, was going out for movies with friends) but yea, here i am stuck with a 7 year old. I don't think she even needs to be babysit, she can take care of herself, seriously she has evil thoughts in that small head of hers. Just like a moment ago, she's smashing the barbie's head with a wooden car. Not funny. okay maybe a bit xP but in a twisted way.
Imma go, this is going to be one long and boring night D: someone save me! take me anywhere Dx
-Aeon -_-
See? I'm hopeless in comin up with titles P: and i really don't care about having it fancy or catchy.
Before I forget, I want say thank you to the people who have being commenting on my blog, it makes this whole bloggin thing a lot more interesting :)
oh and while i'm at it, check out these two people's blog:
JohnnyClumsy - cause he's probably the only other guy I've met and really talked to :) and he has a great sense of humor and sarcasm.
HeyimStephy (I just call her stephy P:) - cause she's herself. That's it. She doesn't try to be anyone else and her blog is really amazing (: It's not those bullshit crap people write just to get attention, it's those stuff most people ignore; posts that have depths in them. And it really annoys me when people just hype it without giving it a second glance. So please check out these two amazing people, you won't regret it :) i don't just mention anybody, it'll always be people who are real and easy to talk to :D
Anyway, back to me. I can't believe how all of you are so nice! Seriously, it makes me guilty sometimes that I don't have the time to comment back as often as i should. But i'll try, just to be fair :]
We had a skl team spirit competition today, or whatever you want to call it. There was one where it's ballon fight and i got so freakin wet D: especially my upper body. Even when the teachers say don't aim for the head, people still do and its usually the guys that are always doing the throwing while the girls are in the back dodging. I'm not trying to sound sexist, but that's how our skl is like when it comes to sport.
What about your school? Since most ppl here are girls, i just wanted to ask :O
Okay nothing else to rant about, I'm pretty calm today :) and that's a great thing. ^^
oh and to answer ur questions from the previous post:
-yes, the subway incident was embarrassing, considering everyone was looking by the time I have to pull my friend away and off the subway.
-I don't really know how tall he is (and i really don't give a damn) just that he's taller than me ._.;
-I don't think he was on drugs. He's just perverted.
-Perverted ppl don't need a reason to harass people.
-okokok I'm not ugly nor am i good looking. I think it's fair to state it that way?
I gotta go, talk later (:
-Aeon or Sean, watever you want to call me.
A better quality picture to replace my other not so good quality pic from last time :D now i don't feel so guilty :}
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and another quick question: how tall are you guys? just sth that came into my head :x
I can't believe it, people are actually commenting on the random crap i wrote :D thanks a bunch, it's nice to meet so many new ppl on piczo :) and i'm glad you guys like pokemon as well >:D they will rule the world someday.
*Cough* anyway i'm dead tired. Someone hit me so i can knock dead on the floor D: at least that way i could have some sleep. U know the times when you want to sleep but can't? yet ur eyes are falling as u continue to type. yea that's what i mean.
=_= <--- me at the moment, if i don't finish this quick and head off to bed soon, i'll be like this x__x <--- me after.
Sry for the crappy quality, blame my webcam. I actually don't have the energy to care how ugly i look at the moment D: i'll go hide tomorrow morning and probably delete this. >_>
So here's a little story i'd like to share with u guys although i must warn you it's abit NC-17 rated, in my opinion, anyway read at ur own risk :D i always wanted to say that.
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So i was on the subway today with my friend, we were heading to somewhere to eat. And I was facing the window looking outside...then i felt this hand on my back, more like my waist. The person was barely touching me, but i could still feel it. It gave me chills but i kind of ignore it cause i thought he won't do anything stupid in public. Big fucking mistake. He sees that i didnt have any reaction so he started tucking my pants. Fuck, i was just like "'the hell?!" Seriously it caught me by surprise, who would be sick enough to try to pull my pants down, IN PUBLIC? So yea, me being stupid froze there for a second b4 realizing he isn't going to stop. I turned and was about to punch him HARD until my friend hold me back. I was about to protest and curse at him until he steps forward and punched him for me.
I laughed so hard the way home, we decided to skip the restaurant and headed for junk food instead. Too much for one night. You should've seen my face. I went from digusted @_@ to pissed *___* to cracking up xDDDD
yea u get the idea.
So i hope i don't scare u too much, i just thought i might share sth that doesn't happen everyday in my life. Although i hope it wont happen again, scared the shit out of me, i mean come on i'm still 16, and that guys's like in his 20's or 30s or watever.
Ugh okay i'm off, i can't believe i typed this much =___=
good night everyone =)
Aeon
